Needle Phobia Or How I Walked On The Beach With Dracula

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Needles aren’t my best friends. I don’t hate them but I can’t help but tense up a little when I go for a vaccination. Although I don’t suffer from needle phobia or trypanophobia, I had a terrible experience during a blood draw that was interrupted by a walk on the beach with Dracula. (It’ll make sense later). For some people, however, the fear of needles goes deeper than just one bad experience. Fortunately, there are things that can be done.

During the third year of my training as a clinical psychologist, I volunteered at a local hospital. On my first day, I was required to get a physical. Not a big deal but hospitals want to make sure you don’t carry any serious disease, so a blood draw is often required. Easy enough. Just go down to the lab, get stuck, and get out of there.

What Is A Needle Phobia Or Trypanophobia?

I’m not a needle phobic but I can’t be completely calm when the dentist is giving me a shot in the mouth either. A true needle phobia, however, suffers a lot more than just discomfort. Consider Andrew, a man profiled in the, whose fear of needles is so severe that he avoids going to the doctor after he gashes his head and won’t carry an EpiPen for his bee sting allergy. Other needle phobics avoid checking their blood sugars when they are diabetic or they let infections rage until they become life threatening. The fear of needles isn’t a trivial problem.

Studies (1,2) find that about 10% of the population in the US would meet the criteria for needle phobia. Needle phobia is a type of specific phobia, like a fear of dogs, spiders, bats, airplanes, elevators, and heights. The DSM 5 (the beloved diagnostic guide for mental health problems), describes it as follows:

  • Fear that is extreme or excessive when required to undergo a procedure involving a needle.
  • Getting an injection or blood draw causes intense anxiety or panic.
  • The person knows his or her fear is extreme (meaning you’re not delusional about it, e.g., needles will steal your soul).
  • The person avoids situations involving needles or going through them with extreme distress.
  • The avoidance causes some significant problems in the person’s life.

My Conversation With Dracula

When I got to the lab my first day on the job, the lab technicians sat me in an old vinyl that should have been in a hair salon in the 1950s. The room was crowded and narrow and the door to the hallway was left open, a long line of people waiting impatiently to get in.phobia photo

The two phlebotomists (the technicians who draw blood) didn’t really care for each other and bickered back and forth. I wanted this to be over as fast as possible. I felt myself getting hot, my chest felt constricted, and it was hard to breathe. Then suddenly I was walking on the beach. Along side me was a man dressed in a black suit, white shirt, flared collar, cape, and pointy teeth. It was Dracula. We were having a thoughtful conversation about something but I don’t remember what.

That was the only time I passed out from a blood draw. What happened was a sudden drop in blood pressure and I was out (called the vasovagal syncope). Fortunately, I never developed a serious fear of needles.

My beach walk was interrupted by a voice calling out to me. “He’s so white. Oh my gosh.” Another voice adamantly disagreed, “He fines!” A white light cleared away the haze. I’m in the lab with two technicians standing over me arguing over how bad I look. They wheeled me away in front of an entire waiting room – and the worst part – no blood draw.

Why do some people develop a fear of needles? Some research says it’s genetic. Identical twins, who share 100% of their genes, are more likely to have similar phobias compared to fraternal twins, who only share 50% of their genes. Maybe there are some genes that make us more likely to fear things.

My perspective is that biology is far less important than experience. People learn phobias from their parents and other experiences. If your parents are afraid of needles and complain about how awful doctors visits are, you’re more likely to become afraid of needles. Or seeing television shows as a child with awful portrayals of operations, surgeries, or huge needles is bad as well.

But generally, our first experiences with needles can either set the stage for comfort or fear later in life. Most kids are afraid of shots and for good reason. They hurt (to a small child) and they have little understanding of the reasons to go through that discomfort. If parents don’t provide positive explanations about getting shots and make the experience as tolerable as possible, maybe given them a big treat afterwards, then it sets the stage for later fear. Statements like “It doesn’t hurt that bad” just discounts and amplifies children’s anxieties.

If you’re wondering why I had a dream about Dracula after I passed out, I have no idea. Maybe the thought of losing blood might have something to do with it. But he was quite a nice Dracula. Aside from that one experience, every other lab draw that I’ve had has gone well. (Below I explain why I was lucky enough to never develop a fear of needles, or what is also called blood injury/injection phobia).

Treatment For Needle Phobia

If you or your kids have a fear of needles, there is something that can be done. Most kids fear needles so getting help right away for your toddler is premature. But if the problems is growing worse and worse and it’s causing more challenges or it leads you or your kids to avoid getting necessary treatments then you should get help or at the very least learn more about how to cope with it.

One effective treatment is cognitive-behavioral therapy. The idea is to teach the fearful to challenge their negative beliefs about medical procedures, e.g., “I am going to pass right out when I get the shot,” and gradually helping them to confront their fears. Needle phobia, however, is one of the problems where sufferers don’t want to practice relaxation while facing their fears, as is often prescribed for other phobias.

Relaxation can lower blood pressure, increasing the chances of fainting. According to K. Jenkins, a clinical psychologist in practice in a hospital, “One such strategy would be applied tension, where the patient is taught to tense the muscles in their arms, legs, and thorax; hold for ~15 s; and then release some of the tension for ~30 s, without allowing the muscle to completely relax.” This is one of the fears that’s hard to face on your own and since we don’t need medical procedures often, it’s easy to put off.

What Can You Do?

  1. Change the way you think. Recognize that your fears are the source of  problem – not the needles. Make a list of why you are afraid of needles and the consequences. Start to challenge unrealistic beliefs, such as, “it will hurt so bad I won’t be able to stand it” with more realistic ones, “It will hurt but just for a few minutes.”
  2. One bad experience doesn’t mean you’re going to develop a phobia. Why didn’t I develop a needle phobia? It depends on how we interpret our experiences. If we interpret a negative event as being unlikely to happen again and not due to any fault within ourselves, then we won’t fear that situation in the future. I explained my passing out as due to me being under stress at a new job and being cared for by two combative phlebotomists. These are things that I see as unlikely to happen to me again in the future. If I were to see the problem as something that will happen consistently in the future (for example, medical professionals are all rude and uncaring) and a fault within me (for example, I’m just a hypersensitive person), I would be much more likely to have anxiety and fear in future visits.
  3. Continue to confront your fears. Beside changing your thinking, there are many ways you can work on your fear of needles without getting shots. This is where a therapist can be very helpful in finding activities, e.g., watching a show that has medical procedures on it, looking at pictures of needles online, telling a friend or family member about your fear of needles. Gradually, you do harder and harder things till you are able to tolerate getting your blood drawn.

But just remember there’s no shame in being fearful of medical procedures. It will get better with consistent practice and work and there’s no need to go it alone. A mental health professional can often give you the support and guidance that is essential for overcoming your needle phobia.

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